Both of these songs are related to what has been happening to me for the past few days. I think I didn't have a choice cause I was totally helpless and yeah, as much as I don't wanna lose someone, I have to let go. But then I still hope for the best even though we tend to not talk anymore. I can't fix it. I'm sorry.
Giving You Up
What could you hope to achieve
When I'm cryin' and you know why?
How do you find your reasons
In my deepest, darkest night?
I keep givin' you up.
I remember when
You were my only friend.
Now I'm not sure you can
Feel like that again.
I keep givin' you up.
And my,
You know my mind's made up this time.
There's no goin' back to find
What we had.
And I know
There's no light here left to shine,
There's no wrong where there's no right.
So enough.
I'm givin' you up.
All the things that you said
Well, you seem to forget
Dance around in my head every night.
And there's a battle within
That I'll never win.
'cause it's me that I'm up against.
It's my heart versus common sense.
Can I give you up?
And my,
You know my mind's made up this time.
There's no goin' back to find,
What we had.
And I know
There's no light here left to shine,
There's no wrong where there's no right.
So enough.
I'm giving you up.
Strip the layers.
Make me better.
Help me get out clean.
Show your colors.
I'm slipping under.
Help me through this, please.
And my,
You know my mind's made up this time.
There's no goin' back to find
What we had.
And I know
There's no light here left to shine,
There's no wrong where there's no right.
So enough.
I'm giving you up.
Yeah, yeah.
I Hope You Find It
Rain keeps coming down
I just thought I'd try to call you, baby
For you got too far outta town
And I hope that you get this message that I'm leaving for you
'Cause I hate that you left without hearing the words that I needed you to
And I hope you find it,
What you're looking for
And I hope it's everything you dreamed your life could be
And so much more
And I hope you're happy, wherever you are
I wanted you to know that
And nothing's gonna change that
And I hope you find it
Am I supposed to hang around and wait forever?
Last words that I said
But that was nothing but a broken heart talkin', baby
You know that wasn't what I meant
Call me up, let me know that you got this message that I'm leaving for you
'Cause I hate that you left without hearing the words that I needed you to
And I hope you find it,
What you're looking for
And I hope it's everything you dreamed your life could be
And so much more
And I hope you're happy, wherever you are
I wanted you to know that
And nothing's gonna change that
And I hope you find it
Whatever it is out there that you were missing here
And I hope you find it,
What you're looking for
And I hope it's everything you dreamed your life could be
And so much more
And I hope you're happy wherever you are
I wanted you to know that
And nothing's gonna change that
No, no, no
And I hope you find it
I hope you find it
