Piece Of My Mind.

That's it. I'm done being patient with you and your so called "I am so miserable inside". What is it so hard to tell me? Why? No, I'm never gonna shut it. You know how weak my heart is especially when it comes to you. Still you just don't feel anything do you? Heartless. All I see is you are heartless towards me. You dare tell me that you Don't Know at all why did you changed and made me feel that you only changed towards me.

When you and your ladies, you can smile effing wide and laugh so loud around them but towards me, you're so freaking cold and HEARTLESS. What is your problem man?! What the eff is your problem? Till you have to leave me this way. Leave me like there's nothing between all those routines? Those conversations we had from we wake up till we fall asleep. What happened then? You stopped caring? Or cause you found someone special? That I'm not in that position anymore?

Yes I'm being effing annoying cause I can't hold on in my mind forever. It's killing me. It's literally killing me inside. Those days we just suddenly stopped talking. I used to think you were different. You were special. I thought nothing could go wrong between us and now everything is lost. Lost. I just don't understand. I'm trying so hard to figure out what happened. What made us this way. It's so hard for me to accept all these sudden changes from you.

It could be easy for you. At least, explain it to me. Make me understand why. Don't just answer me you don't know why or no why's. It's not even an answer. I'm such in pain. You put me in such pain. I just couldn't stand or let go. Why is it so hard for me to let go? I don't even know why. I hate you. I hated you when you said you're going to change. Is it that I brought too many emotions to you that you can't handle? Don't you remember all the promises you made? The things you said? What are they to you now? Just words? Empty promises?

I can't stand. I just can't. It hurts so much. Why can't you just tell me? We used to be such good friends. Like how me and Elaine are. What happened? Why? I just really don't understand. I don't even know what to do. Like literally. I want to cut this connection so bad. So bad! I wanna forget about you. Forget about everything but I don't know how. I just don't know how. I hated that you left. I hate you. Hate. You.

Tell me how are you getting thru this. Tell me. Cause I don't know. I really don't know. It's so hard to just let everything go. What am I supposed to do now? I miss you so much. I wish I could turn back time and just make things right again. I'm just so. Broken. Well, this will be the end of all the social networking sites. No more facebook and twitter. Bye