"It's how you take my breath away. Feel the words that I don't say"
I'm thinking too much again. Putting myself in a bad mood as always. Ish. Why can't I just be normal? Why do I have to depend on someone to keep myself happy? Why can't I make myself happy? Why do I feel so lonely at times and those long nights. Those nights where I cry myself to sleep. Those long and cold nights. It get too much that I have to make myself really exhausted so that I could sleep at night. Bah! Screw everything. I don't belong to anyone and nobody belongs to me. Why can't my mind just shut up? And just shut everything about you. Everything that I feel for you? :'( Why can't it just go away? It's already the fact that I'm never gonna have you. My heart is just so stubborn. Why? Why? :'( Damn. Motherf*cker. F*ck. Curse. Curse. Curse. That's all I know. Haihh. Whatever will be, will be. Right?
