"Sometimes I don't wanna feel and forget the pain is real"
Maybe I start to lose hope on things. Whether who I could trust and who I shouldn't.
People do crazy things when they're in love. The lost of feeling private with that person.
The lost of knowing that I'm not just talking to a person. What happen to secrets?
I always believed that forever doesn't exist. There's always one person that is an exception.
Even this exception has changed when they found someone new.
Yeah, I understand. But how long you want me to keep understanding your situation?
How about mine? One second you were all about him. But I didn't mind.
Cause I Understand. What happened to we come first?
Maybe I'm relying too much. Well, not anymore.
If you wish to be that way then be it. I won't stop.
Even the one that I least expected to understand my situation, understands.
You wanted it this way and this way it will be.
This is the side that I will show that nobody wants to see.
Always thought you were the only reason I have a slight believing that forever exists.
Guess, I lose it again. I was wrong again. Maybe I've been forgiving enough.
Even a nut case like my boyfriend can be trusted. Even a diva bitch I just met can be trusted.
Too late now. It's too late.
