He tries. All the time. When I'm angry,he calls and fix everything. Can't understand what's going thru his mind but yeah, I know he loves me :) I mean who doesn't? Wait,wrong question. Lots of people hates me. Haha. I don't give a shit. Kay, it's not about the haters now. It's about him. So, as I was saying, I don't get what is going in his mind. Sometimes, I feel so annoyed when he don't reply my messages and when he does it must be either "==" or "kk" or "haha".
Seriously, I would've punched him if he was right next to me. Yes, I know. Everyone says that I'm stupid for going back to him but I don't know. Every time that I say goodbye, he comes pulling me back into his arms. As annoying as it is, that's the fact. I love him. He changed a lot. Last time, he said he thinks he loves me. Now, he just loves me more and more everyday. I'm in love with him more and more everyday too.
It's hard to describe. I've met someone that makes my life even more complicated and in somehow, we made it perfect in our own crazy way. He is perfect to me,well sometimes. His so called romantic attitude doesn't stay. I know. Been there done that. I guess I'm lucky to have him. To call him my boyfriend. I'm proud in a way. Lol He is mine. I may not own him now. But I know that I own his heart.
I'm never gonna leave him. Well, I'll try not to but as long as I still have feelings for this idiot, I won't. :) He seems to bring out the worst of me and made it better. That's one of the things I love about him. Whatever it is, I'm staying. As long as he is trying, I'll stay. I'm loving every bit of his craziness cause he's loving every bit of mine too. I mean seriously, he is the only guy I love who can deal with my craziness. Lol
I'm in love with a guy called Jason CCH :*
