A very kinda stressful week~

Oh crap! Why did I ever thought that life could be easier this year? It's just the third month of the year and it already brought to tears~ I mean,class monitor is a big job and I have to think of everyone before I make some decisions in class.

Especially when it comes to the stupid sitting plan. Do you guys think that I actually like the sitting plan? I mean I'm just following orders. Do you know how does it feels like to be stuck in the middle when you wanna do that but you have to do this?

I bet no one does understand. Stupid! Well, the best thing is Elaine came  back! I am so dang happy about it but apparently not all of them are happy as I am. Well,they say that I am unfair to them that she came back and I didn't talk to them and treat her better than them~ I think.

*Headache* Ugh! It's not that I don't want. It's just that I need to balance my time with all of you. Furthermore,all of you guys are just important as Elaine is. I can't live without you guys and definitely don't want to lose you awesome people^^

So,please~ I'm trying my best here dear friends :)) And you know you guys mean the world to me, like my own family.