"When you look me in the eyes."
It feels like everything is not right these days. Keep having dreams. Very weird dreams. Dreams that wakes me up and gives me that very uneasy feeling in my heart. Dreams that were so real. I'm all back to where I've started. Loneliness. I sound so friggin emo and yeah. I'm being honest. This is how I feel. I go thru everyday of my life faking my smiles. Fool them with my happiness. But nobody can read my eyes. I stare at them sometimes and wonder who could stare at them like how I do. Have I met this person? Is somewhere near me or he was here all along and time won't let me see him yet? That one person. Soulmate. Maybe I should start to keep my thoughts to myself. But I can't. My head has too many things inside and it needs to be written somewhere and forget. Someday, someone will understand. Till then, I'll be spending my time dreaming things that will never happen. And get my ass up and do something about it. Lol
