The Ugly Truth

Oh yeah~ It is always rough for me~ Why is it that no matter how much i trust someone there must be something wrong with that person? Why am I too naive? Or is it just too nice to let them gain the my trust and let them hurt me. Now school is more like a living hell for me. How badly I want this to end faster.

People who I used to think who is my friends are now the ones who are backstabbing me. I just hate it. The best part was they can still point their fingers at me and saying I'm the one who backstabbed that person. Well,at least I still have Elaine,Jacky,Yuen Ling,Tharma and Hazrina. They're the only ones that would help me move on and be stronger.

The only thing I hope is that I can get thru this whole thing and I don't wanna cry anymore. It hurts already to find out that your own friend is backstabbing you. It's just so stupid. Well,I'm not that immatured to take all these things seriously. I don't wanna get hurt anymore.

So guys,I love you and you're the only one that I will trust from now on. I've been suffering a lot and I don't wanna go thru that anymore T_T It kills me literally. Sigh. I'll still try my best~