Don't Speak.

Everything changed. I didn't know it would change so fast but I always had that feeling that he's gonna leave someday. The way he treats me. An option. Well, I don't mind anymore. I'm too hurt to even think about anything. It's my fault for breaking my own heart. No matter how hard I tried to make it right, it will never happen cause it was one sided. Always have been one sided. I wonder what was he thinking.

You should've just stop giving hope to me. But no. I sacrificed so much for you. But you'll never understand. All you'll ever see is yourself. That ego, lonely and sad you. I tried, I tried to change the way you see things but no. You were always right. Never wrong. I just don't know what to say. Can't you see? I'm ignoring you cause I don't want you to take me for granted. I'm not just some girl. What is wrong with you?!

My head hurts so bad. My heart. Everything. Till now I feel nothing. Nothing at all. I wanna cry but my tears are not even coming out. It's so bulged up inside. Scared that it's gonna burst out anytime. You said that you'll be there when I need you. Even I give you signs that I'm moody or something you just did nothing. You did nothing. But I didn't mind when you spilled all your angers or mood swings.

All the times we spent together. What did it meant to you? A game? My heart was a game to you? You played it well babe. You played it damn well. I hate you for what you did. You don't see it now. Karma will help you see it. The way you treat me. You were never there. Never. I know you're good. But you're not the guy that I used to know anymore.