Content With Loneliness

A lot of people just don't understand how I love my own boyfriend.
The way I do it is different. Maybe you can't understand.
He just have something in me that I can't stop or avoid.
It's that I can't show how much I love him.
But only he can feel and only I know how in love I am with him.

Yes,there's always doubt.
I don't wanna lose him.
Maybe he's different and maybe he might be the one.

I can't say cause I don't know.
I'm very protective now.
Not to him but to my own heart.

But no one can understand me.
Even I can't understand myself =.=
I don't know why it's so hard for me to show it.
Show to him how much I'm in love with him.
I'm complicated and so is love.

But I won't give up on us :)
Darling, I know you're busy and you're going to be more busy
Soon.
I don't mind spending the night alone.
Yes,maybe I will complain for a while
As long as I know you are mine,then it's okay...