What Is It About Him?

This guy is really giving me a beef I tell you -.- but somehow in all the annoying feelings he gives me,he doesn't fail to make me smile.

Maybe I should stop doubting him so much and start to see what he has for me :) I don't blame my past for giving me such a complicated mind but it's how he makes my mind simple.

I never met someone so different. Somehow I have a feeling that we're gonna last for some time :) after all the things that happened these 2 days,I got a feeling that I'm going to stay longer with this one^^

Maybe the risk I'm taking now is worth it. I mean seriously,there's no guy in this whole world can shut me up with just a good night except for this one -.-" I'm kinda glad that I found him.

Hey,if you're reading this,you need to know that I've been backstabbed so many times that you couldn't even imagine and that's why it's hard for me. I just get really paranoid by these kinda things.

I need you to make me feel safe around you. That feeling that I can trust you even more. I want you to understand that I'm willing to fight for you if do the same. I'll care for you if you care for me. I'll love you more if you love me even more.

Yeah I don't know what I'm crapping here. Lol the main point is if you're nice to me I'll be nice to you. Convince me,make me believe that i can trust you. Trust me,I really want to. Lol