After NS, I feel like I've forgotten all of my past. I never want to go back to where I was and who I used to be. Maybe to people I seem childish and stuffs but really I'm dying to grow up. The feeling of being back to school on results day was so weird and awkward. I mean who was I back then? It's just me letting myself being pushed by everyone around me.
He left me with nothing but rumours and stuffs. I didn't say I was right all along but it's just so hard cause I gave everything. I gave my heart away and now it's shattered. I can't find it and I don't even wanna take it back. I really don't wanna go back there. The past just grew right in me when I step in the school. I don't wanna be there anymore,seriously.
I only felt like a family when I was in Choir last time. You know,with Fernand,Alena and Haz. Then I felt better when I have Jacky and Elaine by my side. Yuen Ling too. She always defend me when it comes to those "evil" people. haha Those were the only great times I had with them. Then,I got real attached with Jay. I could never lose a stupid,annoying,unpredictable moron like him :)
He taught me a lot of stuffs indirectly and I'm glad that he knows I'll always be there for him when he needs me. Then comes to Yuen Ling. She's one crazy girl,I tell ya :) She understands how I felt after the huge break up. That's why she can connect with me well. She loves me for who I am and I love her for who she is no matter how many times she goes crazy about someone. haha
Last but not least,my soulmate,my BFF,my twin sis or should I say, My Jagiya <3 . Elaine. She's the whole package in my life I tell ya :) haha We can talk about everything and anything. We just never stop talking. Even when we fight,somehow I can feel that my mind is talking to hers. Lol. No matter what people think I think of her, I still love her for who she is. She's been there thru my ups and downs. Well,not always~ Lol but She Is My BestfFriend Forever.
The life that I have now is pretty bright and smooth. I just wanna put my studies 1st and relationships last. I'm not making the same mistakes. Maybe flirt a little won't harm~ haha whoever that read this,thanks :) I appreciate it a lot^^
Thursday, March 29, 2012
It's just funny yet it's memorable :)
Written by Unknown at 3/29/2012