Finding who I am again~

OMG! After the whole six months I've changed into someone that I don't even know. Sometimes, I just don't know what's going on with myself. I'm so confused that I've become into something that I'm not even sure of.

I've been treating everyone so bad and I don't think of other people. Well,some of them deserved to be treated bad. I just hate myself now. I've been so moody and depressed. I'm much sensitive now and seriously I don't what the hell is wrong with my heart. It's like I don't have one. I'm heartless. Heartless, I tell ya!

My friends are giving me pressure,my school is giving me stress and my piano is just not right. I just wanna be someone who does anything and never want to know what's the consequences about things. I wanna be friends with anyone except that slug~ I wanna do things without thinking who's gonna get hurt and don't care about it.

I've cared too much about people but not for myself. I please people too much and didn't mind of getting stepped on the head. I'm being too nice to people that I'm the one getting hurt for treating them good. I've had enough. Be friends me or leave me. That's all.

Do not ever bug me about things that could hurt. I won't find anyone anymore. They need me,they'll find me themselves. From now on, I'm flying solo~ Peace!