After all the things I've been thru, it's time to say enough. No more playing around and having relationships. Hurt so badly like that, is enough. Whatever "they" wanna say about me, it's they're problem, not mine. I got my friends to back me up, family to be there for me. What could go wrong? I did messed up. I did went rude and crazy last time. I did made loads of mistakes. Not opening my eye's and my heart what I had with me all this time. But that's gonna change. I will not disappoint anyone anymore. It's enough for me and for those whom I let down. Next year is the time to focus on my future. I am back in the game to compete and gain back my dignity! So, back down jerks!